The Designer

Now I'm currently waiting for the design for my new product. The designer was quite talented actually. Met him last night and he sketched a few designs and got me attracted. But still, I have to give him 2-3 days before seeing his sketches. So, for today, I think I have to see someone that is always in my mind. :)

Neo Genesis

Ok.. Neo genesis. Seems like a new word to me. Actually, they are two new words. Well, referring to my current situation, I might need a Neo Genesis. Well, what does it mean by Neo Genesis? According to my understandings, it means "A new birth". Some might say, "Rebirth". As I am now in dire need of a rebirth. Lots has happened lately, related to somethings that I consider counter-productive. So, I decided to let it be and be more focused on my work, as working is productive. Hm, speaking of work, I am actually in a part of my life where I think I want to collect as much money as I can within a year. Maybe some may say I am materialistic. Let them say. I don't care. They are not the ones who put food on my table. Moving towards the end of the year 2012, I really want to change everything for the better. To the ones who are really supporting me, I want to say thank you. Especially to my family members who are always there in my time of need. And they are now running a part of my business. And one special thanks to this one person, who are currently staying at Damansara Perdana. I want you to know that your support really meant a great deal to me. Just by thinking of you makes me feel spirited.

Best Day EVER -2nd August 2012

Hai. Dah sebulan lebih tak update blog ni. Mesti dah bersarang labah2 dah kalo blog ni cam umah kan. Hehe. Anyway, just nak cite sumthing. Actually skang ni tgh demam campak, n hari tu baru lepas jatuh longkang. Maybe demam ni sbb jatuh longkang hari tu kot. Apa2 hal pun nak cite pasal 2hb ogos haritu. Yup, mmg hari best buat saya, sbb hari tu hari pertama saya keluar buka puasa dengan my Girl Friend. Hehe. Syok kot lepas dah lama tak bersua akhirnya makan sama2. Tapi tu ar, tak sempat nak tangkap gambar, so tak de gambar yang nak di showing off kat sini, huhu. Takpe, maybe next time. Yang penting pasni mmg akan jumpa lagi. Elok je lepas jumpe tu, saya kena serangan demam campak, adei. Habis sume plan. Tapi skng ni dah nak elok. Hari Raya ni nak g beraya kat umah SS. :)

Gigih

Tak semua orang tahu cerita di sebalik tabir. Yang orang hanya tahu cerita yang dipaparkan. Hurm, ape yang aku merepek ni. Ok, just nak bagitau yang selama ni, aku dok fikir yang kita boleh kongsi kesengsaraan kita dengan orang lain (bukan suami or keluarga). Dalam erti kata lain, orang terapat dengan kita. Macam2mana kita cerita sekali pun, diorang just dapat dengar je, tak dapat rasa pun. Kadang2 cerita2 kita ni membosankan diorang. Nak buat camne. Kadang2, diri kita di judge plak oleh orang2 yang mendengar ni.  Lagi tak best. In the end of the day, kita juga yang merasa kesengsaraan tu. Memang kadang2 rasa macam nak give up, tapi deep in our heart, we know we can't. Atleast not now. Atleast we will give it one more go. Atleast we get to taste a little bit of what the world has in store for us. For me, I've been thru a lot. I've up there and down there. I have tasted more difficulties that others tasted sweetness. Not to brag, but I think I know very well how to handle a situation when it comes. Ofcoz I think that I am really wise. But there's a girl, she always made me feel like a dwarf in a giant's world. She is the reason why I look at the world at a different perspective. She is the reason why I won't give up~

Hari Malang

Ok, hari ni nak cite sikit ar. Pasal satu kejadian yang tek berapa nak best. Cite terjadi hari Khamis lepas, iaitu bersamaan dengan 21/June/2012. Starting nye camni. Mula2, aku dah dapat surat tawaran pinjaman MARA. Bile tengok kat website MARA dan tengok aku dah boleh download surat tawaran, memang tersangat happy lah aku. So, untuk settle kan surat tawaran tu, macam2 kena buat. Kena dapatkan cop pengesahan, cop majikan, payslip mak ayah datok nenek sume bagai lah. Pendek kata, walaupun dah dapat surat tawaran, macam2 lagi nak kena buat. Yang paling penting, kena dapatkan cop duty setem. Kenapa aku cakap paling penting? Sebab kena bayar RM40, sebab nak kena cop 4 kali. Kopak lagi wallet aku, haha. So, pada hari khamis tu pun aku siapkan semua. Dari pukul 8 pagi sampai pukul 11.30 pagi baru settle kerja2 tadi. Tu belum pergi hanta lagi kat bahagian Hal Ehwal Murid kat UNIKL tu. So, aku amek keputusan nak tido dulu sebelum pergi submit surat tu. Dalam pada aku tido tu, siap termimpi aku accident lagi. Haha. Mainan tidur kan. So, lepas aku bangun, aku pun terus ar bergegas pergi KTM. Naik public transport je, senang, elak jam. Haha. Aku sampai je kat pejabat HEM, terus aku bagi surat tu kat akak tu, suro dia check ada silap ke tak. Dia cakap sume ok. Memang lega gile rasa di hati. Kejap lagi, dia check2, nama aku takde dalam senarai semak yang MARA bagi kat UNIKL. Lepas dia buat beberapa call, dia bagitahu aku yang MARA dah gagalkan permohonan aku n aku hanya boleh memohon pada sem hadapan. Maknenye, sem yang pertama punya yuran, aku kena bayar sendiri. Dan jumlahnya kurang lebih RM7000~ Mane nak cari duit dalam masa tak sampai 2 bulan ni. Huhu. Jadi, sekarang ni, memang aku tengah nekad nak mencari duit, tak nak susahkan mak bapak kan. So, sampai kat sini je dulu. Nantikan update yang lain pulak. Pasal camne aku cari duit k. Byebye~

Lamanye Tak Update Blog~

Assalamualaikum dan salam satu Malaysia. Pergh, lama gila aku tak update blog ni. Bukan nak bagi alasan, tapi memang kebelakangan ni memang agak sibuk. Nak buat camne kan, sambung study. Dah la sambung study, buat bisnes sikit2 plak tu. Huhu. Owh, macam dalam cerita yang lepas2, kalo masih ingat lagi, aku cakap nak sambung study computer science kat UiTM kan? Tak jadi sambung kat sane sebenarnye, sambung kat UNIKL. Amek course Software Engineering. Memang hidup jadi lebih teratur dan lebih busy sbnrnye. Tapi sangat2 enjoy gak. Sebab kenal ngan lagi banyak kawan.

Awek? Sekarang memang still dengan cinta hati ku aka SS ^^, love u very much darling. You are my one true love and I will make u my wife, promise. Cewah. Tapi mmg aku betol2 sayang kat dia. Memang standard ar dalam perhubungan akan ada bump2 sikit. Nevertheless, kitorang still bersama. Bulan 10 ni cukup ar setahun aku ngn SS.

Ok, enaff setori pasal love. Sebab love je memang takkan dapat sara anak orang kan. So, sekarang study pun dah right on track, love life pun on track gak, pasal income je yang tak berapa nak on ni. This is one part that I worked really hard to get it back on track. I've done so many things but they  turned out to be not what I expected. Standard ar, kehidupan kan. Yang penting jangan give up. So, nak dijadikan cerita, buat masa sekarang, memang aku tengah on satu projek yang takdelah besar mane, tapi kalo menjadi, memang aku terus masuk meminang SS. Beli umah n beli kereta. Ni ultimate target aku. Jadi, maybe sampai sini dulu lah penceritaan aku buat masa ni. Sehinggal berjumpa lagi, assalamualaikum.

If...

If I could make you see, what I see thru these eyes,

If I could make you feel, what I feel in my heart,

If I could make you taste, the vibe you give me thru these veins,

If I could make you hear your name echoing thru my ears,

If I could take back what I did and make you smile,

If I could take back what I said so you can live happier,

If I could be the reason for you to be happy,

If I could be a dream that you consider sweet,

If I could be, the one who can remove all your sadness,

If I could be, your knight in shining armor,

If I could be the one who your heart is longing for,

If I could be the other half that your heart is looking for,

If I could be the mate that your soul is waiting for,

If I could just say I love you,

If I could just hear you say you love me,

If all could happen just like that,

Then..